Tears reading that Joy. Thanks for that. It means a lot and was helpful. And thank you Mark. I have tears in my eyes every time I type in this thread. My mind is racing and all I can think about is how much I miss my little buddy.
My attorney has pressed for an emergency hearing. We go in front of the judge now in a couple weeks instead of next month. So a ray of light has appeared through the clouds. That makes me so happy because my wife is still refusing to meet me with my son. She is refusing to meet me like I am the bad person in this. I have tried to remind her of her violent acts the last time we met. So I see the crap she is planning to pull in court. Hopefully the court is pulling the camera footage from the grocery store. If they do she is screwed.
Thanks so much everyone who has commented here. You really are helping me deal with this.