Yes Doug, I already have you scheduled for a bone marrow transplant, finally put those syringes from my early DIY days to good use 
@mjag Iām just waiting for my painters respirator mask to come in with the 50 extra N95 filtersā¦ They arenāt disposable like the paper face masks.
I really would have thought people would be on here tonight.
Itās wild to see it so empty.
well, I hope to catch when everyone else is on. It would be nice/.iāts pandemic time. This is what it may wind up looking everywhere?.
Iām having a lot of personal issues right now in my life. Iāve been trying to engage in the forums to get my mind off some horrible things that have piled on me over the past week. This disease is devastating to people who have immune deficiencies.
Also. Medication seems to be an issue yesterday with the stress Iāve been under lately. I have been following the instructions of my Drā¦ Iāve been accidentally calling my friends ācounselorsā. Itās easier for me to say that then āsupport (whateverās)ā.
This disease is a real monster. people who donāt keep their hands washed, use hand sanitizer, and if you are sneezing, cover your face, or tie your handkerchief across your face, realize you could cause death to someone who has a weakened immune system.
I donāt want to discuss specific personal issues. It hurts to much. I have made quite a few mistakes lately in the forums. Iām going to do my best to make sure Iām not messing up. If people want me to leave the forums, let me know?
The forums allow me to put my energies into something and avoid continually thinking about the painful things. I can focus on the topics presented, try to have a laugh or 2 but mostly, lose myself and not getting stuck in a painful mental loop.
Thanks if you read this. If you didnāt read it, go back and read it from the beginning again lol.
Thanks Gang.
P.S. Iām still learning what a PM looks like vs. the regular forums. I accidentally posted private info to a place that was public. I wonāt make that mistake again.
To those Iāve made angryā¦ All I can say is I seem to be doing a good job at it arenāt I !!! and just think, Itās subconscious. Iām not trying to do it on purpose. HONEST!!!
If you want to focus on the enjoyment and the DIY mixing, perhaps consider limiting yourself to interaction about mixing, and maybe general fellowship. Stay out of the virus and political stuff, since that seems to be giving you the most heartburn. Some may be a bit perplexed by some things you post, but no one wants you to leave the forum.
Thank you.
Right now, Iām waiting for all these mixes to age. I tend to have problems expressing my views in the political forums because mine are complex and I donāt like pointing fingers. I have a, āweāre here now, not thereā mentality. Also regarding political things, I need to stop following the tone of what people are posting and make sure Iām in the right thread. Iām not going to be posting so much or so lengthy. I may have questions from comments Iād like cleared up.
Thank you. I need to pull back and not try to submerge myself into the platform as much.
It was a bad night with some bad medication. I havenāt taken that this morning and called the Docā¦ Imagine my surprise when I was told not to take anymoreā¦
People really need to stop trying to spread family information of FBā¦
Can you cut and paste inside a post before posting it?
Thank you Doug, you are doing the right thingā¦ 
hang in, days will get better!
@anon84779643 I can only move forward. The past is already written. And to see the world properly again.
My headās clear but that stuff messed with seeing through my glasses. Ugh
ugggā¦ it will wear offā¦ find some snacks and chillā¦ when you feel up to itā¦ get back to work on here learningā¦ you are doing a good job! 
I can (not so clearly) remember a decade or 2 ago where Iād pay big money (for me at the time at least) for āmedsā that messed with my vision. If you take those, there are more fun things to do than trying to make sense of a forum
People donāt always agree on stuff but the forum is better with you onboard. So donāt even think about leavingā¦
@anon28032772 @SessionDrummer
For a lot of people this place is a past time I guess. I never thought Iād enjoy the people so much. I didnāt do forums because I didnāt like the ones I used to see. The people here are witty. Theyāre funny. They can discus things like adults and not start tossing childhood things.
When I started, I looked around simply because I had no idea what tho do with juices. I started looking forward to getting on the forum because of the people. I enjoyed the viewpoints. Even though I donāt know names, I got to respect people and what they had to say. @Pro_Vapes , @anon70102222, @fidalgo_vapes, @mjag , @anon84779643, @SmilingOgre, @Deerslayer, @BoDarc, Dan_the_Man, bede1, smok, Mix_and_Hope, Sevencasper, Sprkslfly and so many more.
I have enjoyed conversations with all of you. So this is just a partial list of people I consider friends even though Iāve never met them. Deciding how the points they make show how great everyone here is makes me look forward to coming to the forums.
Lastly how they care when someone needs help. Being in the forums, I get to be around my friends. Their opinions matter to me.
So if itās ok with all of you, Iām going to stay because this is my fun place. The place to come to chat with my friends.
@anon28032772, It was a sad and bad last day of a sh@tty week. Lives lost, Medications that made me sick, My child getting married without an inviteā¦ and I really canāt remember the rest. I just started blocking it out after a while.
I get to enjoy everyoneās company here. At the end of the day, itās the place I can come to recharge.
You bet itās ok Doug.